I can't believe MJ died. I didn't think he'd ever die. I guess now he's off to that Never Never Land in the sky.
But, Farrah Fawcett. God, what is wrong with this world? That woman should have lived at least 20 more years. I loved her. R.I.P. Angel.
So, anyway. As we all know the break up happened a couple of weeks ago, and the ex just can't seem to live it down. He is dead set that I left him for another man - and a married man at that. So, he can't get over it. There is like some psychological dysfunction going on with him, and he has reverted back to high school ways. Phone calls. Threats. Not only threats towards bad things happening to me, like say having my doctor call me in for a pill count on my Xanax, which I'm sure I'm just a few short on. But, also threats to this man, whom has been nothing but a friend to me... threats about causing him to lose his job or telling his wife (ex or whatever). I'm not sure what the fuck to do at this point. Just laugh smile and go on, I guess. I just want him to leave me the hell alone. That.Is.All.
I've been in a relationship since I was 17. First it was the ex (the evil one) and then Pup. I know that some of you may be wondering what it feels like to be single after this long. Honestly, it feels pretty damn good. Nobody to take care of but myself and my son, and nobody to answer to. Sure, I get lonely. I lost most of my friends during my long relationships (you know, how they kind of just whither away).. sometimes I have no one to talk to, but life will only get better from here. When I compare my life to how it was 6mos ago it is 75% better. Compared to a year ago it is 100% better.
I'm lovin' the hell out of this mini Dell though. I don't know if I mentioned it in my previous post or not, but I could just quit my job, and make pervs pay me to show some tits. That works for some girls doesn't it? Now, the only problem is where exactly am I going to get a set of knockers.
Work. Work is good. I've been doing training. Book work. Videos (that I may or may not have fast forwarded through most of), and that's about it for now. Monday is a whole other story though, so I've got to be ready for that.
I promise you a video blog soon, so you all can make fun on my country fried accent.